It's a hot fucking day. Hot and nasty, reeking of garbage, the kind of heavy and oppressive weather before a storm, which means everyone's in a bad mood even if they don't know it yet, snapping at each other out front and back in the kitchen. Mad over nothing, biting each other's heads off. Sweaty, pounding shitty headache bad mood, all in the temples. Hot all over, everywhere except the walk in, where he's got Carmy crowded up into a corner with three of his fingers in his mouth and two stuffed into his ass, gasping and stupid and protesting over it. Mouth and ass are hot as well, hot like a furnace. Hot outside, cold walk in, hot inside Carmy.
"I'm just fucking saying, cousin," he's muttering, into Carmy's ear. "I'm just fucking saying."
He doesn't really know what he's saying, it's just nonsense. He twists the hand in Carmy's ass, works it deeper. Fucks him a little bit with it for good measure and presses his thumb into the place just behind his balls. He's hot there too.
"Just fucking saying you've got to learn how to control your mouth." Ironic coming from Richie, but who's keeping score here? Certainly not Carmy. "Yeah? Otherwise I'll do it for you."
Carmy has a knee on a shelf that's gonna rip out of the wall if he puts all his weight on it, and he keeps taking Richie's fingers deeper than he should while trying to say what he's just saying and gargle-gagging on them instead. It's good. It's good because he wants to yell, wants to blame other people, wants to complain that nobody is helping him even though literally everyone is working their asses off helping him, and instead of hereditary poison there's just the tang of blunt fingers, nicotine and ink sour over his refined fucking palate.
They're also in his ass. That's also a thing that's happening. Good in a different way, a different way to vent all the ugly boiling through him in this sweltering heat. But also: this is the kind of shit that gives food safety inspectors heart attacks. He can't cum in the walk-in. He can't fucking - they can't do this not in the walk in because it's too hot to be touching, but they also. Cannot. Be doing this in the walk-in. Mouth and ass. He wonders, if he bucked hard enough, bit down, if Richie would swap his hands over.
"Mrrrghnm," he says, spit-wet, lifting a hand to clutch the flat metal of a bracket; it's a cruel cold line against his palm and it stops him putting too much weight on the shelf and breaking it as he spreads sluttier for more. More inside him. If he can still respond, however unintelligably, he doesn't have enough yet.
"Fucking what, cuz?" Playing with him, since he's pretty sure he knows what Carmy's trying to say. Stop it and fuck me harder at the same time, it's all in his eyes, in the way he's angling himself back for it and Richie gives it to him like he wants, so generous, shoves his fingers in right to the last knuckle and fucks hard, jackrabbit punches, into the hot sourness of him.
It's an awkward angle and he can feel the press of teeth on his skin, so he withdraws the hand in Carmy's mouth.
"Don't say anything stupid," is the warning. Like, get off me or something equally dumb. Richie leans in and licks a stripe of salt over the side of Carmy's neck, sucking on him a bit like a prom date while he skids his spit-slimed hand downwards over Carmy's apron. Hitches it up a bit so he can get his hand on his cock through his pants and gives him a squeeze in tandem to the grind of his hand into his ass.
Carmy gets his mouth back and immediately says "Fuck you," even though that's not what he's been trying to say or even what he wanted to say. His cheeks are all blotchy, and his cock is fat under the crotch of his black pants, pulling the fabric of the panties shoved beneath the globes of his ass so they cut into the back of his thighs. Too small, unfit for purpose.
"Swap them," is what he'd been trying to say with Richie's fingers in his mouth, jury's out on how stupid that is as a suggestion, but he's said it, now. Rocks forward onto the toes of his sneakers, holding back the noise he wants to make like he's trying to hold back a hiccup, tight in his diaphragm.
"What? That's fucking disgusting. Wow." Richie's kind of into it though, especially when it's Carmy asking for it. Carmy who cares so much about fucking everything, about doing things properly, now he's wanting something filthy and raw and stupid. Like he'd chubbed up over the panties when Richie had tossed them at him a couple days ago, even as he cussed him out.
Richie finger fucks him a few more times for good measure, bites his earlobe, then pulls out. Wipes his hand on his thigh a bit just to appease some kind of instinct before he grabs Carmy around the middle before he can get too far away -- not that he's going anywhere -- and does as he's told, letting Carmy decide how to take them once they're pushed up against his mouth. The other set of fingers, still a bit spit-slippery, go back down between his cheeks, which is also good because it's more comfortable for Richie this way around anyway, he can sort of grind his own hard-on against Carmy's thigh and hip.
"Gonna cream your panties, huh cuz? Or jerk off? Don't tell me you want to go back out there with fucking blue balls."
"Get," says Carmy distinctly, "Fucked, Cousin," and struggles a little against that arm so that he's grinding back on Richie. It's futile, halfway because he's in a delicate fucking balancing act between all his points of contact with the shelves and halfway because he doesn't want to get away at all.
Then he puts his mouth around Richie's fingers, cheeks flaming like they've been slapped because it is gross, it's a big unhygienic D for Disgusting, and he sucks them so hard he hopes Richie feels it in the root of his fat dick, sympathetic. They taste sweat sour. The other ones, spit-slick, are perfect enough maybe he could cream his panties if they weren't cutting off his circulation. But if he lets go to touch himself he won't have the leverage to push back on them anymore, collide himself with Richie's body.
He spits fingers out and puts blunt teeth into the meat of Richie's palm, makes an aggravated noise, pleasure dragged out of him. Reorganizes his weight, slapping his hand against metal, crunching forward, so he can get a hand between his legs and claw at the stupid fucking panties that he thought would be hot to wear under his chefs pants today. Dick, he needs his dick out, forget blue balls he's gonna injure himself. Rocks on the ball of one foot. Sob-laughs in relief when he finally manages it, gets a hand on himself and tugs.
"Fuck me yourself, cousin," is the nonsensical response, especially considering their current positions. Richie enjoys Carmy's struggles in his arms, grinning against the side of his neck when he sucks on him, his cock indeed throbbing in his jockey shorts with every desperate little movement, pads of his fingers skating over the hot wet flat of Carmy's professionally trained tongue. He fingers him at an awkward angle, in danger of spraining his wrist if Carmy moves the wrong way, but too horny to care.
When Carmy spits him back out he just paws at his face instead, then drops his hand to grope his tits through his sweaty t-shirt while Carmy scrabbles to get his dick out. He wants to suck bruises into the side of his neck, but that's a bad idea, so he just rubs his stubbly cheek against him instead.
"Yeah," he agrees, trying to look down over his shoulder and watch him jerk off, "yeah, yeah yeah." He rocks up against Carmy, rattling the shelves. Pulls his fingers out of his ass to shove down the front of his own pants, palming clumsily at the buttons on his jeans, pushing them down. "Wanna fuck you like this. Can I?"
That's a fucking terrible idea. The walk-in walls are solid, thick, and as far as he's aware they're nearly alone in the restaurant, but that's only as far as he's aware, and they're not soundproof.
"Okay," he says immediately anyway, already missing the fingers. "Okay, but keep it the fuck down." He straightens a moment, pushes his pants and panties further down his ass. "And don't jostle too much," he adds, bossy, lifting a foot up to plant it firmly on a box of something, finding a new place to hold onto, lower, back and biceps and pale ass all flexing as he rests an elbow on his knee to brace. "I don't wanna rattle all my produce off the shelves."
He immediately feels like an idiot when there isn't a cock in him and he just has to hold the pose, chest heaving over his thigh, wetting his lips, still tasting himself. He isn't jerking off anymore because if he does he'll cum like a chump. "Hurry it the fuck up, Richie."
"I'm fucking --" He's trying, okay, he's doing his fucking best here. Carmy's back to giving him orders and that's all right, the sight of his lily white ass pushed up by the lace of the panties is even better, hotter than any girl Richie's fucked, or maybe just hot in a different way, a familiar forbidden kind of way.
Richie paws at Carmy's backside, pulling his cheek aside to get a look at his fluttering hole, the other hand wrapped around his own dick.
"Fuck. Fuck, you're hot." He spits into his palm -- or tries to, at least. "Fuck, hold on. Fuck. My mouth's too fucking dry, man. Help me out." Sticks his hand out within range of Carmy.
Carmy spits a thick wad into his palm without needing to be asked twice, back of the throat, just-gagged-on-you-sloppy-blowjob-style spit. "Faster, Richie, I swear to fucking god, or I'm gonna leave you in here to jerk off to the mop and bucket—"
Bullshit that gets cut off at the first brush of getting what he wants, mouth open and silent, eyes falling closed. His body sings with it: please, yes. For a moment not thinking about the volume or his permission or what might feel good, the heat or the cold, the menu that lives in the corner of his mind. The head of Richie's cock plugs him and he's good. He's good for now, white-knuckling the pole he's holding onto.
The spit isn't great, it's gross in fact, crackling in his fist as Richie strokes it over his cock, but it's better than anything else except for the ass that's about to take him. He manages a little spit to join Carmy's and smears that over his hole, ignoring whatever he's saying, then lines himself up and rocks onto his toes to push in with a pleased groan.
"Behind," he says, like a jackass and because he's had that joke in mind for the last half an hour or so. He rolls his hips, fucks in a little deeper and back out because Carmy's --
"So fucking tight, man. Learn to fucking relax. Do some fucking -- ah -- breathing exercises, cuz, let me fuck you."
The joke gets a huff of a laugh that briefly loosens him, lets Richie really slide home, and then Carmy vacuum seals him like a sous vide. "Her- heard, yeah, sorry, just a lot, you're a lot." Size-wise. Whether that's actually true or not he's bigger than the absolutely nothing Carmy has been putting in his ass beyond a stray finger or two, and he's overwhelmed by it.
He pulls in a shaky breath, strokes his own dick a little. He feels zen, is the thing, head fuckin' empty, but his body hasn't gotten that memo, coiled like a spring. He tries to actively bear (hah) down a little even though he feels nervous about it, like something disgusting and embarrassing might happen if he pushes like that. Nothing does, though, except Richie rawdogging him, which is debatable for disgust and embarrassment both.
"You can - do it harder, just go for it." Shuck him open forcibly, if that's what it takes. He knows, with girls, that's all he really wants when he first gets in there, to just hammer away selfishly.
The compliment -- Richie chooses to take it as a compliment, even if it wasn't meant as one, he needs it right now -- earns a grin that Carmy can't see. Richie pushes up the hem of Carmy's t-shirt where it's threatening to slide down his back, palms idly at the muscles there made out of hours at the pass, hours in front of the stove, hours of manic bullshit energy all wound and knotted up. Rocks up into him, grinds his way into figuring out the right angles, the correct line of approach to fucking his cousin.
"Yeah? I thought I wasn't allowed to rattle the fucking shelves." He's getting sweet on it now, still pleased at getting called a lot, a little affection sliding into his tone now he's got his hard dick somewhere hot and tight. Richie adjusts his stance slightly, leans in to sling his arm back around Carmy's chest and haul him up a bit. Smacks a kiss against his neck.
"Okay, hold on, baby."
He puts his other hand on Carmy's hip to keep him still and starts fucking him like that, all spit friction and almost-but-not-quite the right angle, like he's just a doll and he just wants to close his eyes and get off as fast as possible.
"Jerk off, man, while I -- while I do it. Fuck. Wanna feel you come, cuz. Fuck. Fuck."
"Jesus, Richie," he manages breathlessly, which normally gets said in frustration but right now has a tinge of awe to it. It's hard for him to like, trustfall and shit, but he makes himself let go of the shelves so it's just Richie holding him in place to be used. He's low-volume noisy, grunting on every impact, sometimes whining, eyes screwed shut as he's fucked. Hot metal hammered into something good.
His cock is fat and pink in his palm, pulling at it dry, which is — probably how he always jerks off, Carmy doesn't know how to take care of himself, can't even have an orgasm without having to work through the monotony and pain to find it. Richie's cock occasionally snubs something that makes his knees weak, but he doesn't try and keep that angle, just lets it occasionally zap him and then pass.
"I'm gonna," he says, one of the times it happens taking him from out of his mind to seconds from detonation. "Fuck, that's really good, I'm gonna come," he manages, both hands clutching at himself to try and catch the spunk in his palm as he goes over with half a dozen whining contractions around Richie's dick. Blissful white out. Nothing but a fuck doll after, all the tension drained.
Carmy rides it out so well, and Richie thinks he's doing a good enough job, that it feels like they've done it a hundred times before, like it's always supposed to be this easy, even when it's hot and sweaty and gross. And in the walk in. Carmy's heartbeat is a running horse in his chest, rapid hoofbeats against his palm; Richie puts his head between Carmy's shoulders, against the damp fabric of his shirt, and closes his eyes and fucks him as hard and fast as he can.
He goes like that for a little while, then he has to pull back and straighten up a bit and fucks him that way as well, hands on him, one fingertip dug under the panties on Carmy's hip. Gets to look down at where his cock is going in and out of Carmy's ass and marvels at it. Rattles the shelves a little.
Then Carmy starts talking again, tensing up, and Richie tenses up with him.
"Oh Jesus, oh sweet God," he croaks out, feeling Carmy starting to come, flexing and shuddering, the knowledge that he's making him orgasm rocketing through him like white lightning all the way from his heart to his balls to the soles of his feet. He jackrabbits into him, quick sharp thrusts. "I'm gonna come too, I'm doing it, I'm fucking -- fuck --" And he spills out into him, keening under his breath and folding down over him, pawing at his chest to bring him up close as he shudders and half-collapses them forward into the shelves hard enough to rock the cans and boxes.
Carmy catches himself hard, mostly on autopilot, shoulders into a box and holds them both there a sec while they catch their breath. His head is dropped forward, the walk-in cool on his sweaty skin, his lashes a little damp. Biceps straining. Trying to reckon with how good he feels, how bad he needed that. Richie a warm presence all up his back.
"Okay, get the fuck off me." No particular heat in it. It's trickling back that he has things to do. He cracks his jaw, smacking his lips, still tasting his own ass and kind of disgusted by it in the post-nut clarity. They don't, like, kiss, not seriously, but maybe he'll plant one on Richie as revenge (for the thing he asked for, yes.)
He ducks out from under his cousin, wipes his hand on his apron, hitches the panties back up over his creamed ass and does his pants up, fringe in his face, cheeks still all pink and mouth flushed red. Absently pushes a can back into line. He feels so fucking relaxed he doesn't know how he's going to do his job. "You think we were too noisy?"
Richie's distracted by his dick for a moment, kind of in awe of the fact that he just came inside Carmy, just fucking creampied Carmy. And he's also sweating and gross, weak in the knees and gross, ew, but he can't decide if he should wipe himself on his shirt or find some paper napkins or something. In the end he just sort of swipes himself with his boxers as he pulls them up, doing up his jeans and squinting at his cousin.
"What? No, we weren't too noisy. If we were too noisy it was your fault, moaning like a bitch."
He wants to kiss him very badly, those bitten lips and blue eyes, their one shared feature in the reality where they're not related at all. Blue, so blue.
"Moaning like a fucking.. you were the noisy one, man, not me."
"Fuck you," Carmy informs him, and he's taking off his apron so he can get a fresh one without cum on it, balling up the blue material, crumpling it between his hands as he looks up at Richie.
"Hey uh. That was good, though," he says seriously, low, like the words are being forced out of him. Getting better at saying shit like that. Figuring out - fun, and emotions, and letting people know when they've pleased him. Runs the back of his hand over Richie's abs a moment then smacks there lightly. "Um. Wash your hands before you touch anything in the kitchen, please." He's gonna go have a cigarette, out in the awful heat.
Good is worthy praise from Carmy. Richie fights against the smile that wants to arrive on his face and adopts an annoyed expression instead, putting it on like an old jacket.
"Hey, fucko, why don't you wash your.. mouth." That's the best he can do, okay, he's still a little come-drunk.
Richie considers it for a beat or two more, his brain slowly arriving at the point of revelation that Carmy is going to go back out there with those panties still on, with his cum in his ass. Maybe he'll even work the rest of the shift like that, slippery with it, feeling the ache of being fucked by him. That thought makes his higher functions short out a little bit, so he tries not to linger on it for too long.
"Fuck you," he finishes lamely. Turns away to head out (hands held up a bit, he's going to try to negotiate the door handle with his elbows), then turns back again. Swoops in fast to kiss Carmy clumsily somewhere in the region of his mouth, then turns back around and fumbles his way out of the fridge and to stinking, overheated, noisy freedom.
The total stress-relief of that fuck carries him through the heat wave of the next couple of days, a meeting with Uncle Jimmy, and some dish trials with Sydney. It's hard to pin down his feelings, to think about wanting something instead of just existing, to imagine having a way to unwind that isn't work or working out. He's nursed a weird little crush for a decade, but it's not like he ever initiates anything, it just happened, keeps happening, in between trying to put together a restaurant.
But that kiss. He's at home in his kitchen, touching his mouth, fucking thinking about it. Palming his dick a little, his usual intense focus when cooking distracted. It's annoying. He's going to break his sauce or congeal his reduction or some other amateur move. He turns the burners off.
come over.
He's been flirty, sure, made eye contact heading into the bathroom that meant Richie knew if he followed Carmy would kneel on the dirty tile for him. But this is direct, and he's a little nervous.
The heat builds and builds and doesn't break. Richie showers twice a day to stop himself going fucking nuts and allows himself, in those cool wet twenty minute segments, to think about Carmy, specifically Carmy's mouth. He jerks off to unsatisfying conclusions and, generally speaking, goes about his day. Bullshit piles up from the restaurant, from Carmy, from the Faks, from Jimmy and all the rest of them. He can almost kid himself nothing has changed, almost gets good at it, but then he catches Carmy's eye across the kitchen and something hot and stupid happens in the pit of his stomach and he has to admit it's just getting worse. Building and building.
Shit.
He's at home alone watching RoboCop with a beer and a profound sense of having missed out on something indefinable, when his phone buzzes and Carmy's message pops up. That hot and stupid feeling comes back almost immediately.
He doesn't write fuck off like he knows he should. Instead, he stares at the message. Drinks some beer. Listens to Peter Weller hand out some justice. Outside, the first grumbles of thunder creak through the dense summer air.
Outraged, at his brave booty call being questioned. At being expected to put anything into the damning eternity of a text message, outside of deeply obsfucated euphemisms. Picks up his jus and starts scraping it down the sink, then gets mad and puts it down to text again.
He's right, though. Which makes it worse, that he knows what's going on. Makes it feel more like an act of charity, like he's taking pity on Richie because he knows his life is shit.
But Richie is already pushing himself to his feet, draining the last of his beer. Texting one handed while he starts gathering his shit. He should probably take another shower, but decides to let Carmy deal with him sweaty and unwashed, the price of making him do the work.
Five different tiny slices of steak, each with a different glaze, a slightly different cook. He's not really happy with any of them, but Richie might not even be able to tell the difference, so he refrains from dumping $200 of wagyu in the trash.
its getting cold
It's not, he's got them on a warm plate, tinfoil, is now throwing together a little salad - watercress, grapefruit, green apple, fried shallots (the Maesri ones). A Richie salad, somehow, rushed and piquant.
The gathering storm is like a hand on the back of his neck pushing him down, humidity dialled up so high he's sweating by the time he gets to his car. It's not a long drive to Carmy's place but it's long enough for Richie to talk himself out of turning around at least ten times, between which he checks his phone at red lights (bad habit) and tries to hunt down the last of the breath mints in his glovebox.
It's not until he's parked up and heading up to Carmy's apartment that he remembers he should have stopped to get a bottle of wine or something. He curses, turns around on the stairs, goes back down, stops, turns around, curses some more, comes back up. Keeps going up. Pounds his fist on Carmy's door.
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"I'm just fucking saying, cousin," he's muttering, into Carmy's ear. "I'm just fucking saying."
He doesn't really know what he's saying, it's just nonsense. He twists the hand in Carmy's ass, works it deeper. Fucks him a little bit with it for good measure and presses his thumb into the place just behind his balls. He's hot there too.
"Just fucking saying you've got to learn how to control your mouth." Ironic coming from Richie, but who's keeping score here? Certainly not Carmy. "Yeah? Otherwise I'll do it for you."
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They're also in his ass. That's also a thing that's happening. Good in a different way, a different way to vent all the ugly boiling through him in this sweltering heat. But also: this is the kind of shit that gives food safety inspectors heart attacks. He can't cum in the walk-in. He can't fucking - they can't do this not in the walk in because it's too hot to be touching, but they also. Cannot. Be doing this in the walk-in. Mouth and ass. He wonders, if he bucked hard enough, bit down, if Richie would swap his hands over.
"Mrrrghnm," he says, spit-wet, lifting a hand to clutch the flat metal of a bracket; it's a cruel cold line against his palm and it stops him putting too much weight on the shelf and breaking it as he spreads sluttier for more. More inside him. If he can still respond, however unintelligably, he doesn't have enough yet.
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It's an awkward angle and he can feel the press of teeth on his skin, so he withdraws the hand in Carmy's mouth.
"Don't say anything stupid," is the warning. Like, get off me or something equally dumb. Richie leans in and licks a stripe of salt over the side of Carmy's neck, sucking on him a bit like a prom date while he skids his spit-slimed hand downwards over Carmy's apron. Hitches it up a bit so he can get his hand on his cock through his pants and gives him a squeeze in tandem to the grind of his hand into his ass.
"Yeah, there you go. There you go."
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"Swap them," is what he'd been trying to say with Richie's fingers in his mouth, jury's out on how stupid that is as a suggestion, but he's said it, now. Rocks forward onto the toes of his sneakers, holding back the noise he wants to make like he's trying to hold back a hiccup, tight in his diaphragm.
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Richie finger fucks him a few more times for good measure, bites his earlobe, then pulls out. Wipes his hand on his thigh a bit just to appease some kind of instinct before he grabs Carmy around the middle before he can get too far away -- not that he's going anywhere -- and does as he's told, letting Carmy decide how to take them once they're pushed up against his mouth. The other set of fingers, still a bit spit-slippery, go back down between his cheeks, which is also good because it's more comfortable for Richie this way around anyway, he can sort of grind his own hard-on against Carmy's thigh and hip.
"Gonna cream your panties, huh cuz? Or jerk off? Don't tell me you want to go back out there with fucking blue balls."
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Then he puts his mouth around Richie's fingers, cheeks flaming like they've been slapped because it is gross, it's a big unhygienic D for Disgusting, and he sucks them so hard he hopes Richie feels it in the root of his fat dick, sympathetic. They taste sweat sour. The other ones, spit-slick, are perfect enough maybe he could cream his panties if they weren't cutting off his circulation. But if he lets go to touch himself he won't have the leverage to push back on them anymore, collide himself with Richie's body.
He spits fingers out and puts blunt teeth into the meat of Richie's palm, makes an aggravated noise, pleasure dragged out of him. Reorganizes his weight, slapping his hand against metal, crunching forward, so he can get a hand between his legs and claw at the stupid fucking panties that he thought would be hot to wear under his chefs pants today. Dick, he needs his dick out, forget blue balls he's gonna injure himself. Rocks on the ball of one foot. Sob-laughs in relief when he finally manages it, gets a hand on himself and tugs.
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When Carmy spits him back out he just paws at his face instead, then drops his hand to grope his tits through his sweaty t-shirt while Carmy scrabbles to get his dick out. He wants to suck bruises into the side of his neck, but that's a bad idea, so he just rubs his stubbly cheek against him instead.
"Yeah," he agrees, trying to look down over his shoulder and watch him jerk off, "yeah, yeah yeah." He rocks up against Carmy, rattling the shelves. Pulls his fingers out of his ass to shove down the front of his own pants, palming clumsily at the buttons on his jeans, pushing them down. "Wanna fuck you like this. Can I?"
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"Okay," he says immediately anyway, already missing the fingers. "Okay, but keep it the fuck down." He straightens a moment, pushes his pants and panties further down his ass. "And don't jostle too much," he adds, bossy, lifting a foot up to plant it firmly on a box of something, finding a new place to hold onto, lower, back and biceps and pale ass all flexing as he rests an elbow on his knee to brace. "I don't wanna rattle all my produce off the shelves."
He immediately feels like an idiot when there isn't a cock in him and he just has to hold the pose, chest heaving over his thigh, wetting his lips, still tasting himself. He isn't jerking off anymore because if he does he'll cum like a chump. "Hurry it the fuck up, Richie."
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Richie paws at Carmy's backside, pulling his cheek aside to get a look at his fluttering hole, the other hand wrapped around his own dick.
"Fuck. Fuck, you're hot." He spits into his palm -- or tries to, at least. "Fuck, hold on. Fuck. My mouth's too fucking dry, man. Help me out." Sticks his hand out within range of Carmy.
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Bullshit that gets cut off at the first brush of getting what he wants, mouth open and silent, eyes falling closed. His body sings with it: please, yes. For a moment not thinking about the volume or his permission or what might feel good, the heat or the cold, the menu that lives in the corner of his mind. The head of Richie's cock plugs him and he's good. He's good for now, white-knuckling the pole he's holding onto.
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"Behind," he says, like a jackass and because he's had that joke in mind for the last half an hour or so. He rolls his hips, fucks in a little deeper and back out because Carmy's --
"So fucking tight, man. Learn to fucking relax. Do some fucking -- ah -- breathing exercises, cuz, let me fuck you."
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He pulls in a shaky breath, strokes his own dick a little. He feels zen, is the thing, head fuckin' empty, but his body hasn't gotten that memo, coiled like a spring. He tries to actively bear (hah) down a little even though he feels nervous about it, like something disgusting and embarrassing might happen if he pushes like that. Nothing does, though, except Richie rawdogging him, which is debatable for disgust and embarrassment both.
"You can - do it harder, just go for it." Shuck him open forcibly, if that's what it takes. He knows, with girls, that's all he really wants when he first gets in there, to just hammer away selfishly.
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"Yeah? I thought I wasn't allowed to rattle the fucking shelves." He's getting sweet on it now, still pleased at getting called a lot, a little affection sliding into his tone now he's got his hard dick somewhere hot and tight. Richie adjusts his stance slightly, leans in to sling his arm back around Carmy's chest and haul him up a bit. Smacks a kiss against his neck.
"Okay, hold on, baby."
He puts his other hand on Carmy's hip to keep him still and starts fucking him like that, all spit friction and almost-but-not-quite the right angle, like he's just a doll and he just wants to close his eyes and get off as fast as possible.
"Jerk off, man, while I -- while I do it. Fuck. Wanna feel you come, cuz. Fuck. Fuck."
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His cock is fat and pink in his palm, pulling at it dry, which is — probably how he always jerks off, Carmy doesn't know how to take care of himself, can't even have an orgasm without having to work through the monotony and pain to find it. Richie's cock occasionally snubs something that makes his knees weak, but he doesn't try and keep that angle, just lets it occasionally zap him and then pass.
"I'm gonna," he says, one of the times it happens taking him from out of his mind to seconds from detonation. "Fuck, that's really good, I'm gonna come," he manages, both hands clutching at himself to try and catch the spunk in his palm as he goes over with half a dozen whining contractions around Richie's dick. Blissful white out. Nothing but a fuck doll after, all the tension drained.
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He goes like that for a little while, then he has to pull back and straighten up a bit and fucks him that way as well, hands on him, one fingertip dug under the panties on Carmy's hip. Gets to look down at where his cock is going in and out of Carmy's ass and marvels at it. Rattles the shelves a little.
Then Carmy starts talking again, tensing up, and Richie tenses up with him.
"Oh Jesus, oh sweet God," he croaks out, feeling Carmy starting to come, flexing and shuddering, the knowledge that he's making him orgasm rocketing through him like white lightning all the way from his heart to his balls to the soles of his feet. He jackrabbits into him, quick sharp thrusts. "I'm gonna come too, I'm doing it, I'm fucking -- fuck --" And he spills out into him, keening under his breath and folding down over him, pawing at his chest to bring him up close as he shudders and half-collapses them forward into the shelves hard enough to rock the cans and boxes.
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"Okay, get the fuck off me." No particular heat in it. It's trickling back that he has things to do. He cracks his jaw, smacking his lips, still tasting his own ass and kind of disgusted by it in the post-nut clarity. They don't, like, kiss, not seriously, but maybe he'll plant one on Richie as revenge (for the thing he asked for, yes.)
He ducks out from under his cousin, wipes his hand on his apron, hitches the panties back up over his creamed ass and does his pants up, fringe in his face, cheeks still all pink and mouth flushed red. Absently pushes a can back into line. He feels so fucking relaxed he doesn't know how he's going to do his job. "You think we were too noisy?"
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Richie's distracted by his dick for a moment, kind of in awe of the fact that he just came inside Carmy, just fucking creampied Carmy. And he's also sweating and gross, weak in the knees and gross, ew, but he can't decide if he should wipe himself on his shirt or find some paper napkins or something. In the end he just sort of swipes himself with his boxers as he pulls them up, doing up his jeans and squinting at his cousin.
"What? No, we weren't too noisy. If we were too noisy it was your fault, moaning like a bitch."
He wants to kiss him very badly, those bitten lips and blue eyes, their one shared feature in the reality where they're not related at all. Blue, so blue.
"Moaning like a fucking.. you were the noisy one, man, not me."
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"Hey uh. That was good, though," he says seriously, low, like the words are being forced out of him. Getting better at saying shit like that. Figuring out - fun, and emotions, and letting people know when they've pleased him. Runs the back of his hand over Richie's abs a moment then smacks there lightly. "Um. Wash your hands before you touch anything in the kitchen, please." He's gonna go have a cigarette, out in the awful heat.
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"Hey, fucko, why don't you wash your.. mouth." That's the best he can do, okay, he's still a little come-drunk.
Richie considers it for a beat or two more, his brain slowly arriving at the point of revelation that Carmy is going to go back out there with those panties still on, with his cum in his ass. Maybe he'll even work the rest of the shift like that, slippery with it, feeling the ache of being fucked by him. That thought makes his higher functions short out a little bit, so he tries not to linger on it for too long.
"Fuck you," he finishes lamely. Turns away to head out (hands held up a bit, he's going to try to negotiate the door handle with his elbows), then turns back again. Swoops in fast to kiss Carmy clumsily somewhere in the region of his mouth, then turns back around and fumbles his way out of the fridge and to stinking, overheated, noisy freedom.
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But that kiss. He's at home in his kitchen, touching his mouth, fucking thinking about it. Palming his dick a little, his usual intense focus when cooking distracted. It's annoying. He's going to break his sauce or congeal his reduction or some other amateur move. He turns the burners off.
come over.
He's been flirty, sure, made eye contact heading into the bathroom that meant Richie knew if he followed Carmy would kneel on the dirty tile for him. But this is direct, and he's a little nervous.
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Shit.
He's at home alone watching RoboCop with a beer and a profound sense of having missed out on something indefinable, when his phone buzzes and Carmy's message pops up. That hot and stupid feeling comes back almost immediately.
He doesn't write fuck off like he knows he should. Instead, he stares at the message. Drinks some beer. Listens to Peter Weller hand out some justice. Outside, the first grumbles of thunder creak through the dense summer air.
Eventually he sends:
Why
And then, after a beat or two:
What are you cooking
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why
you know why
Outraged, at his brave booty call being questioned. At being expected to put anything into the damning eternity of a text message, outside of deeply obsfucated euphemisms. Picks up his jus and starts scraping it down the sink, then gets mad and puts it down to text again.
i know you don't have anything else going on, cuz
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He's right, though. Which makes it worse, that he knows what's going on. Makes it feel more like an act of charity, like he's taking pity on Richie because he knows his life is shit.
But Richie is already pushing himself to his feet, draining the last of his beer. Texting one handed while he starts gathering his shit. He should probably take another shower, but decides to let Carmy deal with him sweaty and unwashed, the price of making him do the work.
I want dinner
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Five different tiny slices of steak, each with a different glaze, a slightly different cook. He's not really happy with any of them, but Richie might not even be able to tell the difference, so he refrains from dumping $200 of wagyu in the trash.
its getting cold
It's not, he's got them on a warm plate, tinfoil, is now throwing together a little salad - watercress, grapefruit, green apple, fried shallots (the Maesri ones). A Richie salad, somehow, rushed and piquant.
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The gathering storm is like a hand on the back of his neck pushing him down, humidity dialled up so high he's sweating by the time he gets to his car. It's not a long drive to Carmy's place but it's long enough for Richie to talk himself out of turning around at least ten times, between which he checks his phone at red lights (bad habit) and tries to hunt down the last of the breath mints in his glovebox.
It's not until he's parked up and heading up to Carmy's apartment that he remembers he should have stopped to get a bottle of wine or something. He curses, turns around on the stairs, goes back down, stops, turns around, curses some more, comes back up. Keeps going up. Pounds his fist on Carmy's door.
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